why hello lovlies :D

i havent been blogging in a while

cause im lazyy :P

but i thought it was time haha

sooo where shall i start

oh yes! CAMP!

freaaakeennn AWEESOME

well apart from the fact that we lived in a bloody chicken shed

the food was shit annnnd we were forced to be maids

it was mad fun! hahaha

heres some photoesss :]

The bridge that began our 4 days of continuous death!

lauren did not want to live any longer!

I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU TOO...we love eachother :]

dodgy van nearly brought us to our deaths...again!

YUMM YUMM

LOL

frieeeends :]

4am and already wierd!

whipped cream makes us SMILE

hahahaha lifejackets were not made for me and shae

GROUPIEEEE :]

what maids

hahaha the burgers eating javery back, chicky is totally lost,

shae is amazed by her blackness, im a fatty hahahaha

shae lauren and mee :]

i feel so violated!

me lauren and chicky :] what retards hahaha

not what it looks like! :P

lovelieees

LOL we were totally sober and not on drugs! and still like this...hahahaha

aww what darlings

i have a penis xD

me shae and lauren. night 1. NOT DRUNK!

dick shaped damper! high 5 group hahaha

4am sunriseee

dinner table :D foooood

We so messyyy hahaha

our beautiful chicken shed LOL

okay well take caree!!! <3

it sucks but then its worth it..

It sucks that you're 18
It sucks that some friends dont approve of you

It sucks that i shouldnt be seeing you

But then i forget all of that when im with you..

At first you were just a friend

and it didnt hurt that we talked and went out n stuff

....but then i fell for you....
and people told me 'no! just be friends!'

and so i tried to be more distant

..but then i found out you liked me too..

We shouldnt be more than friends..

but then you hold my hand

put your arm around me

hug me and hold me tight

kiss me gently on the cheek

and i cant resist you..

So im sorry to those people who dont approve

cause i like you

and i cant help it

<3

^^

these holidays have been absolutely fabulous! haha
they started with a trip to canberra..

a family bonding excursion lol

and it was good! im not fighting with the parents

SHOCK HORROR!

and yeah things are working out good :)

and now to get started with my friends!

they are hands down the maddest people to ever live! haha

when you're with em, its like impossible to not be smiling and laughing

on thursday night, i slept over at chickys and jess was there too

it was soo funny with our little adventures :P

and oh, dont trust mac links! haaha

they stole my shooes!!!!

but still had so much fun, thakssyouu chiko!

recently i met a new friend,

and well he makes me happy!

he makes me laugh!

xD

my group will know who im talking bout

cause i cant shut up about him hehe

but shhh you all! lol

keeping his identity secret for now :P

im not gonna rush into anything though

cause a relationship is really not what i need right now

i just wanna have fun, be silly! be happy!

but everytime you randomly call me up,

or travel for 40 mins by yourself to see me for only half an hour,

or hug and hold me like you're superglued to me,

or write cute messages on your bicep *hehehehe*

you make me smile like a little kiddie winkum

that just won a lifetimes supply of icecream! lol

soo i wanna say thankyou

for making me happy!

and thats to everyone who has been there for me

Have a good rest of holidays everyone

tC!

xxxxxx

Thank gawwdie

Thank god...every things working out alright now!

The group are working out their issues,
barely any fights anymore!
Most of us are getting along now and im so releaved!

Also, Kenrick and I have agreed to be good friends,
and it hasnt been awkward
so WOW hahaha thankyou all!

Im happy again!
and its all because of my great friends!
THANKYOU ^^
xxx

..sorry is all i can say..

I know i've hurt you
very, very much..
and so im sorry
i know an apology wont make things any better
but it is the only thing that i can say

i couldnt keep going on and pretend that everything was alright..

hopefully we can still be friends
and hopefully in time...things will be normal and not awkward

but until then...
i want to say sorry for causing you so much pain
and i want you to know that if you need help,
i will still be there for you..

Smile and brighten up the world

A smile is a sign of love,
A smile is a sign of care,
A smile tells others how important
and wonderful they are.

A smile is a sign of cheer,
A smile is a sign of trust,
A smile shows how you can
be happy even in hard times.

A smile is a sign of joy,
A smile is a sign of hope,
A smile teaches you how to
remove the clouds of sadness.

For nothing but only a smile,
Take away your pain,
So together with the ones I love,
We can smile, smile, and smile!

Everyone! KEEP SMILING!
I Love You
=D

Life is life...fight for it!

Life is an opportunity, benefit from it.

Life is a beauty, admire it.

Life is bliss, taste it.

Life is a dream, realize it.

Life is a challenge, meet it.

Life is a duty, complete it.

Life is a game, play it.

Life is costly, care for it.

Life is wealth, keep it.

Life is love, enjoy it.

Life is mystery, know it.

Life is a promise, fulfil it.

Life is sorrow, overcome it.

Life is a song, sing it.

Life is a struggle, accept it.

Life is a tragedy, confront it.

Life is an adventure, dare it.

Life is luck, make it.

Life is too precious, do not destroy it.

Life is life, fight for it.

-Mother Teresa