it sucks but then its worth it..

It sucks that you're 18
It sucks that some friends dont approve of you

It sucks that i shouldnt be seeing you

But then i forget all of that when im with you..

At first you were just a friend

and it didnt hurt that we talked and went out n stuff

....but then i fell for you....
and people told me 'no! just be friends!'

and so i tried to be more distant

..but then i found out you liked me too..

We shouldnt be more than friends..

but then you hold my hand

put your arm around me

hug me and hold me tight

kiss me gently on the cheek

and i cant resist you..

So im sorry to those people who dont approve

cause i like you

and i cant help it

<3

^^

these holidays have been absolutely fabulous! haha
they started with a trip to canberra..

a family bonding excursion lol

and it was good! im not fighting with the parents

SHOCK HORROR!

and yeah things are working out good :)

and now to get started with my friends!

they are hands down the maddest people to ever live! haha

when you're with em, its like impossible to not be smiling and laughing

on thursday night, i slept over at chickys and jess was there too

it was soo funny with our little adventures :P

and oh, dont trust mac links! haaha

they stole my shooes!!!!

but still had so much fun, thakssyouu chiko!

recently i met a new friend,

and well he makes me happy!

he makes me laugh!

xD

my group will know who im talking bout

cause i cant shut up about him hehe

but shhh you all! lol

keeping his identity secret for now :P

im not gonna rush into anything though

cause a relationship is really not what i need right now

i just wanna have fun, be silly! be happy!

but everytime you randomly call me up,

or travel for 40 mins by yourself to see me for only half an hour,

or hug and hold me like you're superglued to me,

or write cute messages on your bicep *hehehehe*

you make me smile like a little kiddie winkum

that just won a lifetimes supply of icecream! lol

soo i wanna say thankyou

for making me happy!

and thats to everyone who has been there for me

Have a good rest of holidays everyone

tC!

xxxxxx